HE did miracles again to me...
Life is about enduring the pain, enjoying the laughters, and live by faith in Jesus Christ...
Thanks Lord, for strengthening me, helping me out of all these. And now, i finally feel relieved and i found back my smiles, at the end...
The only thing i worry is now gone. I know you can live by yourself, with all your caring friends around, and smiling together with them. And i will always pray hard for your happiness, as you are my best companion in life.
I have no regret meeting you in my life, as i know that you are the gift given by God to me.. the one who know me more than any others, the one who always bear with my temper, and the one who always make me laugh...
No other can replace your place in my heart, no one.
Thanks for making the decision for me. And when i leave, i know that i will not have any worries. Promise me, live your life as it is the last day of your life. Even with absence of me beside you, you live your life tough and strong whatever sadness, obstacles or difficulties you face in life. You know that i'll be somewhere there, praying hard for you, always do...
And maybe i never told you this...
i loved you and always be...
Take good care! one day when i meet you again, it'll be a better me!! i promise... so you too.
Friday, March 5, 2010
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
It came back...
Sometime, knowing the truth doesn't really make you feel better. Now i understood...
I hope it is not real! I hope it is just a dream! I hope it is misunderstanding or i saw wrong stuff!
i hope i didn't go and meet you that day...
Why all of these come back to me again? I thought it is over. Why you never show me what's your intention earlier? i thought u meant it... you never know how i went through all these pains... Don't play around with my feelings! i beg you...
Jesus Christ, help me Lord. It is too painful, too difficult for me. I have no idea if i can endure to the Your day!
If this is only a trial, please pull me out as soon as possible! Please...
I hope it is not real! I hope it is just a dream! I hope it is misunderstanding or i saw wrong stuff!
i hope i didn't go and meet you that day...
Why all of these come back to me again? I thought it is over. Why you never show me what's your intention earlier? i thought u meant it... you never know how i went through all these pains... Don't play around with my feelings! i beg you...
Jesus Christ, help me Lord. It is too painful, too difficult for me. I have no idea if i can endure to the Your day!
If this is only a trial, please pull me out as soon as possible! Please...
Thursday, February 25, 2010
A New Start
It's my baqtism tomorrow. i feel glad that everything's going smooth so far. Except my class gathering..
I already know that it wouldn't be easy. But i wanted to make it for everyone. I know they have my words before. And i regretted making those promises that i was not sure i can make it real. It is just me, one who like to show his stand despite knowing the problems he might face. Now what i have is only the blame and tease from my own friends. It is miserable isn't it? for someone like me? I'm sorry everyone.
A new chapter in my life is going to begin, but it is different this time, a real difference. I have the blessing from Lord Jesus Christ. I will live in his commands from now onwards. I will be the light and salt of Lord. And only by faithfulness i gain the love and mercies from HIM.
I will forget all those mistakes that i did in my past.. and starting a totally new life. No more condemnations for my sins as i know He has forgiven me.
I love you, Forever... for giving me a new life and allow me to be loyal to you till the kingdom of YOU to come..
I already know that it wouldn't be easy. But i wanted to make it for everyone. I know they have my words before. And i regretted making those promises that i was not sure i can make it real. It is just me, one who like to show his stand despite knowing the problems he might face. Now what i have is only the blame and tease from my own friends. It is miserable isn't it? for someone like me? I'm sorry everyone.
A new chapter in my life is going to begin, but it is different this time, a real difference. I have the blessing from Lord Jesus Christ. I will live in his commands from now onwards. I will be the light and salt of Lord. And only by faithfulness i gain the love and mercies from HIM.
I will forget all those mistakes that i did in my past.. and starting a totally new life. No more condemnations for my sins as i know He has forgiven me.
I love you, Forever... for giving me a new life and allow me to be loyal to you till the kingdom of YOU to come..
From ur son: Ethan
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Changes
Erm... talking about change.. i think i did change a lot before and after my one and half year in Tarc. The most significant change i found is my way of study. From one who thought 'last minute' as always been his way of study and handled it pretty well as far as he concerned, to the one who had been doing the revision 1 month before the exams, and start to worry a lot of unnecessary stuffs! Perhaps this is how God prepare me before i further my study in university.
I also find lots of changes in the way i look at this world. For how stupid i am to care about those minor issues that i missed out a lots of nice memories in my life. It make me awake that how important friendship is it and how valuable it can be. For all those i have lost in my previous life, i regretted it and i know it's hard to get everything fixed that soon.
I feel great that i found my vision and start to strive for it from now onwards. i know it will be never too late and thanks God pulling back me from the darkness that i can never endure!
And to my best bro, thanks for everything u have done for me. You are forever my only Best Brother! thanks God for meeting u and me.
I also find lots of changes in the way i look at this world. For how stupid i am to care about those minor issues that i missed out a lots of nice memories in my life. It make me awake that how important friendship is it and how valuable it can be. For all those i have lost in my previous life, i regretted it and i know it's hard to get everything fixed that soon.
I feel great that i found my vision and start to strive for it from now onwards. i know it will be never too late and thanks God pulling back me from the darkness that i can never endure!
And to my best bro, thanks for everything u have done for me. You are forever my only Best Brother! thanks God for meeting u and me.
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